Tomorrow...

So tomorrow is the big day!  I am having my hysterectomy.  I will come out of it I feel a little less of a woman...I know that sounds crazy, but thats how I feel.    Honestly, I am really freaked out.  I am scared, and I just feel like it has happened so fast.  I started having a lot of problems again, and about 6 weeeks later, I am having surgery.   I guess that I am sitting here, really absorbing it all.  Right now, the night before.  GEEZ!!!  I know it is for the best, and I now that I will feel better, but, honestly, I am scared and saddened.