Um Yikes

So this past week has not been a good one. On monday, I found out my surgery was scheduled. I was feeling pretty down about that. Tuesday was my birthday. The day started out nice, Bryan and I went shopping over by his work, just to ulta and cost plus world market,  had lunch and then decided we would go over into portland to do the rest of my shopping.  We then got into a huge car accident on the I-5 bridge heading southbound. 6 car pile up.   I was injured, not badly, but had to go to the ER in an ambulance.  Whiplash, internal bruising of my collar bone, sturnam and ribs, along with some nasty surface bruising.  UM SUCKY!!! I am still so sore, its crazy.  Our new truck (new to us) was totalled.   So rediculous!  Sometimes I feel like we are cursed.  I know that sounds really dramatic, and I know it could always be so much worse,  but seriously.  The last 3 years have been a nightmare.  It has been one thing after another, and not just little things, but big, horribly stressful things.  And when we arent dealing with a crisis, things never just run smoothly.  But I feel bad for complaining because things could be worse.  I just wish thing could calm down for Jasmine's sake.  She doesnt need to constantly be around stress and chaos.

Anyhow, so  I go to the doc tomorrow for a follow up appt. And we will find out what kind of treatment I need for my injuries.  I will focus on that and try to get as much done as I physically can before my surgery.  The thing that bothers me the most, is I know I am probably going to have to ask for help in getting the house ready, and that is very hard for me.  I certanly didnt have time for this, I have way to much to do before my hysterecomy.