Surgery....

I am feeling very overwhelmed.  I just talked to the nurse, and my surgery is scheduled.  May 7th I will have a hysterectomy.  I am really scared.  I am sad that I dont have any other treatment options.   I have tried everything.  I wish it hadnt gotten this bad.   So I turn 28 tomorrow, and 31 days after that, I will no longer have a uterus.  Hmmm.  I just feel that I am too young to go through this, but I know it will only get worse the longer I wait.  So I need to get started on my list of things to get done before the surgery.  I have alot to accomplish.  I need to have the house spotless and completely organized. And  everything planned and figured out.  If I am going to be down for 3-6 weeks, I cant be worrying about the house being messy and what-not.  Hopefully this will improve my quality of life, and I will feel so much better.  I hope this is worth it.